CHAPTER TEN The tattered man stood musing. "Well, he was regular jim-dandy for nerve, wasn't he?" said he finally in a little awe-struck voice. "A regular jim-dandy." He thoughtfully poked one of the docile hands with his foot. "l wonder where he got his strength from? I never seen a man do like that before. It was a funny thing. Well, he was a regular jim-dandy." The youth desired to screech out his grief. He was stabbed, but his tongue lay dead in the tomb of his mouth. He threw himself again upon the ground and began to brood. The tattered man stood musing. "Look-a-here, partner," he said, after a time. He regarded the corpse as he spoke. "He's up and gone, ain't he, and we might as well begin to look out for old number one. This here thing is all over. He's up and gone, ain't he? And he's all right here. Nobody won't bother him. And I must say I ain't enjoying any great health myself these days." The youth, awakened by the tattered soldier's tone, looked quickly up. He saw that he was swinging uncertainly on his legs and that his face had turned to a shade of blue. "Good Lord!" he cried, "you ain't going to---not you, too." The tattered man waved his hand. "Nary die," he said. "All I want is some pea soup and a good bed. Some pea soup," he repeated dreamfully. The youth arose from the ground. "I wonder where he came from. I left him over there." He pointed. "And now I find him here. And he was coming from over there, too." He indicated a new direction. They both turned toward the body as if to ask it a question. "Well," at length spoke the tattered man, "there ain't no use in our staying here and trying to ask him anything." The youth nodded an assent wearily. They both turned to gaze for a moment at the corpse. The youth murmured something. "Well, he was a jim-dandy, wasn't he?" said the tattered man as if in response. They turned their backs upon it and started away. For a time they stole softly, treading with their toes. It remained laughing there in the grass. "I'm commencing to feel pretty bad," said the tattered man suddenly breaking one of his little silences. "I'm commencing to feel pretty damned bad." The youth groaned. "O Lord!" He wondered if he was to be the tortured witness of another grim encounter. But his companion waved his hand reassuringly. "Oh, I'm not going to die yet! There's too much depending on me for me to die yet. No, sir! Nary die; I can't! You ought to see the swad of children I've got, and all like that." The youth glancing at his companion could see by the shadow of a smile that he was making some kind of fun. As they plodded on the tattered soldier continued to talk. "Besides, if I died, I wouldn't die the way that fellow did. That was the funniest thing. I'd just flop down, I would. I never seen a fellow die the way that fellow did. "You know Tom Jamison, he lives next door to me up home. He's a nice fellow, he is, and we was always good friends. Smart, too. Smart as a steel trap. Well, when we was a-fighting this afternoon, all of a sudden he begin to rip up and cuss and bellow at me. `You're shot, you blamed infernal!'---he swear horrible---he say to me. I put up my hand to my head and when I looked at my fingers, I seen, sure enough, I was shot. I give a holler and begin to run, but before I could get away another one hit me in the arm and whirl me clean around. I got scared when they was all a-shooting behind me and I run to beat all, but I catch it pretty bad. I've an idea I'd a-been fighting yet, if it wasn't for Tom Jamison." Then he made a calm announcement: "There's two of them--- little ones---but they're beginning to have fun with me now. I don't believe I can walk much further." They went slowly on in silence. "You look pretty peaked yourself," said the tattered man at last. "l bet you've got a worse one than you think. You'd better take care of your hurt. It don't do to let such things go. It might be inside mostly, and them plays thunder. Where is it located?" But he continued his harangue without waiting for a reply. "I seen a fellow get hit plum in the head when my regiment was a-standing at ease once. And everybody yelled out to him: Hurt, John? Are you hurt much? `No,' says he. He looked kind of surprised, and he went on telling them how he felt. He said he didn't feel nothing. But, by dad, the first thing that fellow knowed he was dead. Yes, he was dead---stone dead. So, you want to watch out. You might have some queer kind of hurt yourself. You can't never tell. Where is yours located?" The youth had been wriggling since the introduction of this topic. He now gave a cry of exasperation and made a furious motion with his hand. "Oh, don't bother me!" he said. He was enraged against the tattered man, and could have strangled him. His companions seemed ever to play intolerable parts. They were ever upraising the ghost of shame on the stick of their curiosity. He turned toward the tattered man as one at bay. "Now, don't bother me," he repeated with desperate menace. "Well, Lord knows I don't want to bother anybody," said the other. There was a little accent of despair in his voice as he replied, "Lord knows I've got enough of my own to tend to." The youth, who had been holding a bitter debate with himself and casting glances of hatred and contempt at the tattered man, here spoke in a hard voice. "Goodby," he said. The tattered man looked at him in gaping amazement. "Why--- why, partner, where you going?" he asked unsteadily. The youth looking at him, could see that he, too, like that other one, was beginning to act dumb and animal-like. His thoughts seemed to be floundering about in his head. "Now---now---look---a---here, you Tom Jamison---now---I won't have this---this here won't do. Where---where you going?" The youth pointed vaguely. "Over there," he replied. "Well, now look---a---here---now," said the tattered man, rambling on in idiot fashion. His head was hanging forward and his words were slurred. "This thing won't do, now, Tom Jamison. It won't do. I know you, you pig-headed devil. You want to go tromping off with a bad hurt. It ain't right---now---Tom Jamison---it ain't. You want to leave me take care of you, Tom Jamison. It ain't right- --it ain't---for you to go---tromping off---with a bad hurt---it ain't---ain't---ain't right---it ain't." In reply the youth climbed a fence and started away. He could hear the tattered man bleating plaintively. Once he faced about angrily. "What?" "Look---a---here, now, Tom Jamison---now---it ain't---" The youth went on. Turning at a distance he saw the tattered man wandering about helplessly in the field. He now thought that he wished he was dead. He believed that he envied those men whose bodies lay strewn over the grass of the fields and on the fallen leaves of the forest. The simple questions of the tattered man had been knife thrusts to him. They asserted a society that probes pitilessly at secrets until all is apparent. His late companion's chance persistency made him feel that he could not keep his crime concealed in his bosom. It was sure to be brought plain by one of those arrows which cloud the air and are constantly pricking, discovering, proclaiming those things which are willed to be forever hidden. He admitted that he could not defend himself against this agency. It was not within the power of vigilance.