Testimony of S.D. Dehart September 1984, Broken Arrow, Oklahoma "This is going to be a banner year!" exclaimed Kenneth Hagin, Jr. in his opening message to the student body at Rhema Bible Training Center. "I have called and you have listened. I have spoken and you have come. No, I have not forsaken you. You have not missed my calling. You have not missed my direction. But I have called and you have come... Great shall be thy reward. Great shall be the increase to the kingdom of God. Great shall be the rejoicing because I have called and you have responded... This is your time, and this is your year, and this is your hour. And I, saith the Lord, will bring those who are faithful through to a victory that they have not even dreamed of." There I sat in the Rhema Church Auditorium listening to the first of many prophetic words which would be spoken during my two years at Rhema. I, along with 889 other new students and 715 returning second year students, anxiously anticipated the great revelations which lay ahead. As a student, I was surprised at the ease with which one could pass a class. I found it almost impossible to receive a grade less than an A, and I finished my first year with a 4.0 grade average. The emphasis was less academic than I expected but more on spirit leading. The second year of classes was no different and without much trouble the grades continued to be a breeze. This is not to say I took my classes lightly, I was a very diligent student and had great plans for the future. I wanted to be a man who heard from God just as my example, Kenneth Hagin, the prophet of Rhema. "There's coming a move of the Spirit. There's coming a flow, a river. A manifestation of the gifts of the Spirit. We've seen quite a bit. But, I'm prone to say we ain't seen nothing yet," said Kenneth Hagin Sr. during the Fall Bible Seminar in 1985. I was determined to be in the move, the flow, the river of God's Spiritual gifts and Rhema taught me everything I needed to know. I graduated in May 1986 from Rhema Bible Training Center. I was called to work on the staff of a Rhema Church in Southern California. The experience of working in a Rhema church gave me great insight into the value of the school's theology. I was devastated by the arrogance of the church leadership and by the unbiblical doctrines that they were preaching. I was shocked by the lack of accountability to other Christians. "I answer to God and no one else," I was told by the pastor in this church. He had a vision for this generation and nothing could convince him otherwise. I began to think that the Rhema training, instead of producing godly men who received direct revelations from God, was actually resulting in Kenneth Hagin clones and negligent pastors. This experience led me to pursue relationships with other ministers who I felt were genuinely concerned with the integrity of God's word, and living a holy life. In the fellowship of such ministers I became aware that my theology was flawed, lacking, and required immediate attention. As I pursued further studies it was clear that my place was not to stay affiliated with the Rhema organization, and I returned my license to preach. The Rhema church was pleased to turn me out, as it found that I was moving outside of their theological boundaries. Rhema Ministerial Association was concerned that one experience was not enough and desperately tried to place me in another church, but I declined. At heart was my disagreement with their ecclesiastic structure which refused to discipline ministers or require any accountability from the graduates pastoring Rhema churches. My suspicion was that there was a greater problem than simply the structure, but I still was rather blind to how destructive the theology of Rhema truly was (a kenotic view of the incarnation, a view of the cross which is ineffectual for atonement, and an impotent Christ ascended to heaven). I determined that my most prudent move was to stand back for a time and study the Scriptures before returning to any ministry. In the midst of much prayer and study, I discovered the doctrines of grace as taught by the Church fathers, the Reformers, and the Puritans. I sought an opportunity to return to a traditional school for a true education, and went on to receive a Bachelor Degree in Theology. Presently, I am pursuing a Master of Arts degree in Theology at Reformed Theological Seminary, and have been accepted to do Ph.D. studies in Oxford upon completion of the Master degree.